I’d like to wake up just one morning and not relive black trauma at every moment.
It would be to nice roll over and kiss my beautiful wife, hug my exceptional children and have black grief ignore me for just one day.
But that is not today. Probably won’t be tomorrow. Or anytime soon.
Reality is waking up in a thick cloud of frustration, anxiety, fear and anger.
Reality is operating in that volcanic space at work, in conversations and alone as if things are normal but truthfully there is an F5 tornado swirling around my mind.
Reality is layering those feelings with a pandemic, an economic crisis and a white supremacist President.
The weight is enough to break any aware, lucid human, black or not.
Yet...inequality in Black spaces has evolved our ability to persevere despite the traumatic obstacles. Like ocean fins to feet, it came out of the need to survive and lives on.
The indelible resilience of the black spirit.
That despite the forces arrayed against us, we still kiss the ones we love, work hard for our families and tell grief that we will not be moved and if we DO move, we will march in solidarity, vote like our lives depend on it, advocate for our community and take the action that can no longer wait.
Tears streaming and chest high.
I still wake up with black trauma swirling in the air but I am filled with hope. This hope says I will fight until our laws, our education system, our healthcare system, the environment, the carceral system and economic outlook prove Black Lives Matter.
That in itself feels like a miracle.
Thank you, Robert, for allowing me to share this here and for sharing your voice, your vulnerability, and your love with me. Love and Politics on Clemson Road welcomes your voice.
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